yo i jus want to get sum stuff off my chest...my life is so hard....like i dnt feel as my home is a home....everything jus seems its goin in the wrong direction....people i thought that loved me...love only went to far...yu noe wat i mean...like i love yu but not if yu do this or that....wen yu love someone...yu'll neva stop loving them...yu kan neva stay mad at them....yu wont turn ya bakk on them....yu jus have to remember that whoes been in ya corner wen yu needed them...it hurts kus yu noe...in reality no one really cares....they kare bout there life.....it saddens me bekuz everyday i try to think wat have i done 4 everything bad to happen.....to be honest i want my old thang bakk...the only thing that made me happy wen the pain and sorrow surrounded me.....but wen she left i had no one.....but my cuzzo and bro....but now me and the cuzzo aint even good terms....like wow....wtf.....i jus wnt to be happy...sorry 4 anything i have done that might have hurt the ones i loved.......gurl yu noe i wnt yu bakk.....for a minute i thought i kuld get yu bakk..but now i dnt noe...i keep on tryin and tryin......dam dnt noe....jus need 1 more chance...i cry every night kus i feel so alone....like everyone jus say im emotional...but its truley sumthing missin in my heart.....i jus ask god why me.....like bein adopted at the age of 2......foster mom dyin in the 7th grade.......not a goood relationship at alll wit the people i live wit....bein abruised.......really not feelin loved..first true love givin upon me...but i kant let her go...hopefully i kan get her bakk....and she'll no i've change....i jus need a break...i wish i kuld say life is good...but it hasnt been.....and like im scared kus bkus of bein hurt so much and feelin alone all the time...i got alot of anger in me...and wen i take it out on people it upsets me...kus thats not me.....jus wish i kuld live in the jungle like tarzan...have no worries.....
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Things can't be THAT bad! if the girl your with is puttign you thru so much troble, then she is probably not for you. I know it's hard but you'll get thru it eventually
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Anonymous, at October 29, 2009 at 4:10 PM
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